This Love

I wish for silence and I just go deaf

I pray for a voice but lost my breath.

I close my eyes and remember his touch

but these memories hurt way too much

I wake up everyday just to love him

waiting for my life to begin

thinking of him a bit more

I miss more now than before

This love is making my head spin

I can still smell him on my skin

I want him but all I get is loneliness

I wanted smiles but all I have is sadness

Is it worth it? Is it worth it?

wishing for everything I'll never get

because the more I hope and pray

nothing seems to come my way...

This love is making my head spin

I wish for his touch on my skin

but all I get is a hole in my heart

and a longing for a fresh start.