The Storm

A storm gathers to my eyes ready to break
I don't know how much more my heart can take
Sometimes I dream, sometimes I am awake
But always and every time your love is fake.

You were a dream trapped inside myself
In reality you were always someone else.
You took my love and broke my heart
but I always knew from the very start

that tomorrow is empty and yesterday is gone
the storm finally hits and it's destruction is done.

Crawling

I crawl out of sadness
for a moment or two
in my bag I bring madness
for me and for you

But you didn't want to share
you drank it all in one shot
I always knew you don't care
but I always loved you a lot!

You're so fucking special
and everything that you do
feels like nothing at all
but one day you'll be crawling too...

So I crawl back in silence
I close my eyes and I sleep
hoping you'll notice my absence
and finally start to weep...

Lost Love

My eye twitches and stress gets the best of me
Looking out my window I wonder if I'll ever be free
I think of who I used to be and who I am now
the person I was supposed to be
got lost on the way some how.

I drink too much coffee, I sip it from my cup everyday
and if you see my nostrils flare get out of my way
I never wanted to do this, never wanted to hurt you
I don't even know what else I should say
There's nothing you and I can do
to stop feeling this way...

And the million voices in my head each say a different thing
about the past, the present and what the future will bring
I just sit here and close my eyes and suddenly start to sing
I am trapped inside myself, caught up in my dream...

You are my passion, my love, my last breath.
You're the light that twinkles in my eye.
You live in my whispers and in my sighs.
Without you there's nothing but death...

I suddenly realize it's nothing but a distant memory
All that remains is the broken version of me that you see
You loved me for a second and then you were just gone
you left me out of breath and laying on the ground

I'm so tired of a life where I am nothing but a ghost
I'm so tired of all the lying and always fucking up!
Do you remember telling me to leave and to shut up?
But I'm still here to tell you and remind you
I'm the one who loved you the most!

Whisper, Whisper

Whisper, whisper through my wall

make me love you, make me fall

make me wonder, make me guess

which is worse and which is best.

Whisper, whisper through the trees

distil the love inside of me

make me sweet, make me better

make me feel like you did with her.

Whisper, whisper in my ear.

make the whole world disappear

make me hate you with your lies

make the tears rush to my eyes

Whisper, whisper until I scream

whisper to me in my dreams

I can hear you in my sleep

make me sigh and make weep.

Whisper, whisper my little star

I always wonder where you are

was it all true or just a lie?

just make me smile and make me die.