burning out towards where you are
With your every word I die inside
because I always knew you lied
The sun never shone only for me
darkness never crumbled to the sea
You left and my heart became a bruise
sitting in a corner with the blues
And when I look at you now smilling
I wonder what the hell was I thinking?
What I thought was love was only obsession
dysfunctional longing for imperfection
It was nothing and I have moved on
still everything I thought I felt is gone
I realize now I never knew love at all
and never in my life have I felt so small
After this life-changing realization
that years of draggin this infatuation
has crippled me and prevented my living
but still... I am here and forgiving.
I push forward through day and night
moving closer towards the light
shining and warming my rosy cheeks
and life starts to feel less bleek...
But in the end I know I lie to myself
whenever I see him with someone else
And everything I felt rushes back in
crawling deeper and deeper under my skin.
And the moving on was nothing but bullshit
I find myself drowning in a big pool of it
always damning my apparent lack of luck
Here's to you, you miserable fuck!
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