Illusions

I let myself be blinded by illusions... by hollow promises... by lies! I wanted to believe that happiness was just around the corner, that all I had to do was take a leap of faith... How wrong it all turned out to be... how disappointed I am... how broken I feel... I had to scream myself through all the broken promises and lies... now I have to pick myself off the ground and mend my heart once again... I don't know if I can do this. I can stand on my own again but I don't think I can mend my heart... it's been broken too many times! And this time... this time it got shattered into a billion pieces... and I was never good at putting together puzzles... this would be an endless puzzle to work on. But I will get back my strenght and my spirit! I refuse to be a shadow of the person I was! I refuse to let myself be put down! I refuse to shut up! I shall rise and collect my strenght! And I shall stand against the one who made me feel like crap and gave me no support! I shall no longer be a martyr! I am a warrior! No one will ever make me feel like a ghost ever again! I will never let myself be fooled by illusions... Never again!