Until

You walk around surrounded by perfection

perfect children and a perfect wife

a sense of purpose, a future direction

perfect happiness, perfect life

Perfect smiles inside a perfect house

looking forward to a perfect ending

and I still don't know what it's about

my soul hasn't finished mending

And sometimes late at night I can's sleep

I lie in bed perfectly still thinking of you

and all of the pleasent company that I keep

could never stop me from feeling this blue

Life has lost it's meaning if it had one a all

I can't remember the last time I smiled

I can't remember if I ever felt this small

so I'll just sit here on my own for a while

Until everything starts to make some sense

Until I stop being so blind...

Until my last hour has already been spent

Until I finally lose my mind...