Break Down

 

I can't sleep, I can't think

I'm about to break down

as I feel my heart sink

in thoughts created to drown

the mightiest of hearts...

defying death my only option

all around me there's sparks

flying from my own concoction

they distract and blind me

they slowly burn my hair

as they fly towards the sea

hanging on my prayers...

there's a dream that won't go away

I am smiling and you are there

with all the perfect words you say

and you really do care...

But I wake up and feel confused

when I realize it was all a dream

and I am still the same misused

waiting to be redeemed.

I am no one going no where

you are gone, just another memory

and I have no more love to spare

I guess I am finally free...

so why does it hurt still?

If I am free I should live

but I lack a strong will

I don't think I can forgive

The person I used to be

for killing who I am now

for not being able to see

the who, the why and the how...