What You Wish For

Tonight I can't sleep
tonight I'm broken
and I can't weep
my tears are stolen
from a their song
I have been empty
for so, so long
my heart is heavy
pounding so loud
breaking through
my chest like sound
screaching cruel
painful and merciless
until you are no more
untill you're bodiless
is this what you wish for?
I am blind and heartless
a forgotten whisper
kept by the fearless
in the form of a blister
a painful reminder
of love breading sorrow
a wound that grows bigger
with each endless tomorrow.
is this what you wish for?
a broken soul in a lifeless body
might you come back for more?
see the freak they made of me
I am nothing but amusement
harmless playful jest
at such times mind is absent
to deal with such life best
is this what you wish for?
away with me and my love
from sight away with what's sore
I'm the one you'll never think of
I am but an once of flesh
rotted by fulfilled desire
caught in a fine mesh
of promises dealt with fire.
Is this what you wanted?
a hungry ghost at your door
haunting like it has been haunted
Is this what you wished for?