segunda-feira, 12 de outubro de 2009
I WISH
terça-feira, 26 de maio de 2009
seeing is believing
I'm way up high
I can touch the sky
I swam in the sea
but it was too early
I walked in the rain
now I smile again
and I lay in the sun
laughing and having fun.
I bathe in moonlight
and embrace the night
I touch your satin skin
and give in to sin...
Lust and greed
is what I feel...
I burn for you
a flame of blue
that never fades
burning through decades
melting and fusing
our bodies as one
cursing and refusing
to come undone.
We're molded like hot wax
into one perfect being
able to open our eyes and relax
because seeing is believing...
sábado, 23 de maio de 2009
Last Night
Last night
I got lost in you
the fear of love
was paralyzing
the fear of loss of self
was agonizing
the fear of sadness
was mesmerizing
the fear of fear itself
breeds madness...
Past ghosts
fade in and fade out
bringing numbed doubt.
But hope creeps in
like a dark shadow
of a mad man warped in sin
that kills tomorrow...
The daze left by years that pass,
as slow or as fast as you can imagine,
breeds love and sorrow that never last.
And so we doubt what is destined...
A tired body walks the edge of a knife
doubting fate and destiny,
wondering about life
and decisions that were hasty...
A battered soul that hungers
for what is denied...
A banshee that banters
to announce someone that died...
They are all a part of me,
screaming and yearning to be free...
Love was lost and now is found
in flames of desire
that burn me to the ground
and turn into my funeral pyre...
segunda-feira, 18 de maio de 2009
My Love Is...
my love is a flickering light
a star that shines so bright
it's a noisy silence,
a dark brilliance,
a fire that does not burn,
a thought that doesn't turn...
it's a sane madness,
tears without sadness.
My love is blind faith,
an everlasting flame
that burns deep within
purifying past sin...
It is a steady sea
that brings you to me.
It's a whisper in the night,
an unbeatable fight.
My love is calm,
a poem, a psalm...
It is intensity
burning through eternity.
It is power,
a blissful shower...
It defies time
and a poets rhyme...
My love is blind
and laid on the line...
It is passion free of reason
it is song to every season...
It's all I think of
because you are my love...
sexta-feira, 15 de maio de 2009
Lost in Thought
Lost in thought
the ghost in you
wanders around lost
in a night of blue
searching for happiness
as I have sought...
escaping madness
and avoiding doubt
No sorrow nor pain,
No love nor winning,
No loss nor gain,
life is just living...
The world is deserted
as our two bodies melt
I think how I yearn for it
and this lust I never felt
takes over my being
and burns me inside
I surrender to you smiling
like an innocent child...
And falling asleep
safe from all harm
never felt so sweet
here in your arms...
terça-feira, 12 de maio de 2009
the thunderstorm
The poet in me speaks louder
my words are bridges to other worlds
the thunderstorm ahead
fills my heart with dread
because destruction is at hand
and even though I do what I can
what I want and what I must
are both what I cannot trust...
Confusion brews within
I try not to give in
but this fight I cannot win...
There's no time for thought
and all I ever sought
the thunderstorm has brought...
domingo, 3 de maio de 2009
the sun between her legs
With legs widely spread
She tries to hide the sun
crazy, insane, afraid
nervously looking for fun
the sun between her knees
is caught and it burns
everything she sees
and everything she yearns
disposable thoughts
have hidden meaning
they move within you
and silence her feelings
Liars come and go
the sun remains
broken without flow
bound to her chains...
One day she'll set it free
One day she'll let it go...
For now she still bleeds
and is full of woe...
her heart bursts out
like confetti in the air
spreading doubt
too much to bare...
the passion she craves
will never come
we're all slaves
under love's thumb...
terça-feira, 28 de abril de 2009
The One
I am the girl who came from the sea
I'm the girl who doesn't know how to be...
I'm the one you want to kiss
I'm the one who'll bring you bliss...
I am the girl of your dreams
who came to silence your screams...
I'm the one you'll want to meet
with whom no one can compete...
I'm the girl who'll make you smile
the one who'll always walk that extra mile...
I'm the girl with the softest skin
the one that will make you sin...
I'm the girl you'll want to taste
I'm the one whose time you won't waste...
I'm the one you'll want by your side
I'm a girl with nothing to hide...
And I'm the one who'll always be here
always loving and sincere...
I'm the one who'll hold your hand
to walk with you on grass or sand...
I'm the one you'll pledge your life to
as I pledge mine to you...
I'm the girl you'll want to keep
the one who'll make you fall deep
into a pool of everlasting love
from which you'll never climb out of...
I'm the girl, you know it's true
I'm the only one for you...
I am the girl who came from the sea
and I'm the one who'll set you free...
segunda-feira, 27 de abril de 2009
Psycho Killer - Talking Heads
About the word "absolutely"... I love it! I think it's my favorite word in the whole world. I'm obsessed by it! I love saying it! It sounds... oh, soooo sexy! The way it rolls from the tip of your tongue... I keep saying it over and over and over... when I'm alone I say it out loud... when I'm around people I think it... I feel it... I sometimes even whisper it... or mumble it and people ask me "what did you say?" and I reply "nuthin"... It's my recent obsession... Am I crazy? unstable? a lunatic? psycho? who cares... I'm just me... ABSOLUTELY! :)
your silence is deafening...
The sun stings my eyes
and burns my skin
I live in a darkness
brought by sin...
your silence pierces
my broken soul
and it slowly
melts away my world
lack of words
isn't lack of feeling
you're silent
but I'm still believing...
a truth persists
yet still unknown
I'm secretly yearning
for what you've shown
I'm running from nothing
I haven't a clue
I slip into a dream
to try to find you...
Still the silence prevails
it's making me deaf
only my ghost remains
humbled by death...
sábado, 25 de abril de 2009
I Miss You...
Time stopped since you went away... everyone else is moving and I am standing still... all alone... waiting for you...
quinta-feira, 23 de abril de 2009
Just To Find You
I move across space but time sits still
I try to make them both bend to my will
but all I do amounts to failure
I feel lost and confused without you
I wish I was a little more like you,
smiling and waving...
I wish I could be someone else
so I could be rid of myself
and put all the past behind me...
but a light cut through the darkness
pulled me out of this madness
and made me smile...
Now I want to be myself
and forget about everyone else
just to find you...
segunda-feira, 20 de abril de 2009
the girl who lives by the sea...
and set her free...
with just one kiss...
sábado, 11 de abril de 2009
In his arms
In my dreams we meet each night
and we burn in eternal fire...
I embraced perfection and light
as I dreampt of desire.
There is no past, no future
Only present... in his arms.
When his hand touches my cheek
distant memories fade away
and nothing else exists but us
and this bed on which we lay
naked and understanding love
for the very first time...
My small and cold fingertips
ran tiredly through his body.
I kissed his soft lips
and much deserved bliss rushed in
like the high tide that submerges
the seashore that we should walk...
"Why must we wake?" - you asked
I held you stronger in my arms
and with eyes wide open
I could see the brightness
that his perfect soul gleams.
A sense of peace invades me
when I dream of his sweet voice.
And looking in his eyes
when we are making love
time stands still and lays down
and silence is filled with sound
heaven is here in his arms...
quarta-feira, 8 de abril de 2009
Longing...
terça-feira, 7 de abril de 2009
Passion Begins
With eyes closed,
and a racing heart
secrets are disclosed
and torn apart...
I crawl out of bed
on hand and knee.
Waking from the dead
brought back to reality.
You live in every breath,
and in every thought
born from the depth
of this soul caught,
once more, by feeling.
No more room for sorrow
nor death's dealing.
There is only tomorrow...
Wonder invades,
warmth creeps in.
Sadness fades
as passion begins...
domingo, 5 de abril de 2009
Whole
terça-feira, 31 de março de 2009
I can stand on my own...
sexta-feira, 27 de março de 2009
TOMORROW - SATURDAY NIGHT
segunda-feira, 23 de março de 2009
Bored on a train...
painting by Frida Kahlo
sábado, 21 de março de 2009
ocean
I hear the ocean... it pours out of my heart and floods the world... drowning you in it! And it washes all the evil away...
nothingness...
terça-feira, 17 de março de 2009
segunda-feira, 16 de março de 2009
Never Been In Love...
Dance with Death
terça-feira, 10 de março de 2009
Sea of Love
Come with me
My love
To the sea
The sea of love
I want to tell you
how much
I love you
Do you remember
When we met
That's the day
I knew you were my pet
I wanna tell you
how much
I love you
Come with me
To the sea...of lo-ve
Do you remember
When we met
That's the day
I knew you were my pet
I wanna tell you
How much
I love you
forever more
segunda-feira, 9 de março de 2009
heaven tonight
I know you belong to me...
sábado, 7 de março de 2009
Your Eyes
quinta-feira, 5 de março de 2009
back to life
reach to me through the night
and turn my skin to silk...
A perfect smile is born
and my face rejoices
through the pale light
that gleams from scented candles.
Love was always hard
but now comes easy...
I lose myself in your eyes
and all around me
there's a sound
that fills my heart
where there once was a whole
the size of the world...
I feel week in the knees
as that sound fills me...
I close my eyes
to breathe in your smell
as I touch your skin...
The way you make me feel
is all new to me...
Your voice is that sound
and you whisper to me
as I fall asleep
in your warm embrace
that brought me back to grace
and back to life...
domingo, 1 de março de 2009
I Want to be...
here comes my girl
You know, sometimes, I don't know why,
But this old town just seems so hopeless.
I ain't really sure, but it seems I remember the good times
Were just a little bit more in focus.
But when she puts her arms around me,
I can, somehow, rise above it.
Yeah man, when I got that little girl standing right by my side,
You know, I can tell the whole wide world, "Shove it,"
Hey, here comes my girl, here comes my girl,
Yeah, she looks so right, she's all I need tonight.
Every now and then, I get down to the end of a day,
I'll have to stop, ask myself, "What've I done?"
It just seems so useless to have to work so hard,
And nothin' ever really seem to come from it.
And then she looks me in the eye, says, "We gonna last forever,"
And man, you know I can't begin to doubt it.
No, because this feels so good and so free and so right,
I know we ain't never goin' change our minds about it.
Hey, here comes my girl, here comes my girl,
Yeah, she looks so right, she's all I need tonight.
Yeah, everytime it seems like there ain't nothin' left no more,
I find myself havin' to reach out and grab hold of somethin'.
Yeah, I just catch myself wanderin', waitin', worryin'
About some silly little things that don't add up to nothin'.
And then she looks me in the eye, says, "We gonna last forever,"
And man, you know I can't begin to doubt it.
No, because this feels so good and so free and so right,
I know we ain't never goin' change our minds about it.
Hey, here comes my girl, here comes my girl,
Yeah, she looks so right, she's all I need tonight.
sábado, 28 de fevereiro de 2009
I Drove All Night
I had to escape , the city was sticky and cruel
Maybe I should have called you first
But I was dying to get to you
I was dreaming while I drove
The long straight road ahead
Could taste your sweet kisses, your arms open wide
This fever for you was just burning me up inside
I drove all night to get to youIs that all right?
I drove all night, crept in your room
Woke you from your sleep to make love to you
Is that all right?
I drove all night
What in this world keeps us from falling apart?
No matter where I goI hear the beating of your heart
I think about you when the night is cold and dark
No one can move me the way that you do
Nothing erases this feeling between me and you
I drove all night to get to you
Is that all right?
I drove all night, crept in your room
Woke you from your sleep to make love to you
Is that all right?
I drove all night
Could taste your sweet kisses, your arms open wide
This fever for you was just burning me up inside
I drove all night to get to youIs that all right?
I drove all night, crept in your room
Is that all right?
I drove all night...
sexta-feira, 27 de fevereiro de 2009
Night In Blue...
quarta-feira, 25 de fevereiro de 2009
Violent Femmes - how I love them so...
All I want is to talk to you
All I want is to talk to you
I’m aching for your touch
I’m breaking because I miss you so much
Do you miss me too?
All I want is to walk with you
All I want is to walk with you
I’m hoping for your kiss
I’m doping because I miss you so much
Do you miss me too?
A little bit closer
A little bit closer
Someday
When I try to get closer
Then you move away.
All I want to say is…
All I want is to be with you
All I want is to be with you
You’re hurting deep inside
You’re flirting cause you need
To feel that you are still alive
A little bit closer
A little bit closer
Some way
When I try to get closer
Then you move away
All I want to say is…
All I want is to walk with you
All I want is to talk to you
I’m praying for one night
I’m laying so low
Because I love you so
Though I know it aint right
O Monte...
sábado, 21 de fevereiro de 2009
A fuga perfeita...
quarta-feira, 18 de fevereiro de 2009
the screaming trees - look at you
Look At You
Her ghost hides
In my mind
In the night
In a way she’s haunting me
I’m wanting her still
Thru rose colored skies
Or blue, blue moonlight
There’s miracles on high
She’s walking by
When I look at you I’ve got a 2nd chance
Really need to have you now
One by one they fall it always breaks me down
The quiet
Cuts me thru
The candle burnt
The knife has turned
The pain withers
Alive I know deep inside
When I look at you I’ve got a second chance
Really need to take it now
One by one they fall it always breaks me down
segunda-feira, 16 de fevereiro de 2009
SILENCE
domingo, 15 de fevereiro de 2009
smile... it confuses people!
sábado, 14 de fevereiro de 2009
Be My Valentine (Or Not)
sexta-feira, 13 de fevereiro de 2009
last breath
quarta-feira, 11 de fevereiro de 2009
fox on the run and bats
111 - can´t find my way home
Come down off your throne
And leave your body alone
Somebody must change
You are the reason
I've been waiting so long
Somebody holds the key
Well, I'm near the end and I just ain't got the time
Well, I'm wasted and I can't find my way home
Come down on your own
And leave your body alone
Somebody must change
You are the reason
I've been waiting all these years
Somebody holds the key
I'm near the end, and I just ain't got the time
Oh, and I'm wasted, and I can't find my way home...
terça-feira, 10 de fevereiro de 2009
The Joker
The Joker - Steve Miller Band
This song kept me company through some good times and some bad times: I heard it when I was learning to drive a car (it kept me focused and calm); I heard it when I was pissed at someone (it made me laugh and dance my anger away); I heard it when my boyfriend(s) broke up with me (it helped me move on - 'cause I'd come to the conclusion that all men are jokers); I heard it when I was drinking (it made me think about all the great things in the world and not fall into depression)... It's part of me... It defines me... It's a great description of who I am now: a real person - with faults and virtues - just trying to breeze through life and find some sort of happiness. It brought me confort and made me laugh. It's a great song... Listen to it! NOW!