Untill the end

All the people in the world are asleep

while I lie alone in my bed awake

with secrets I can no longer keep

and the indifference that I fake

And suddenly it just hits me

the past is gone... it's long gone

I was the only one who couldn't see

my life is just another sad song

unburying memories long forgotten

by me, by him, by the whole world

and I drive myself to exaustion

until it completely drains my soul

just trying to sleep like everyone else

trying to fit in the little box you put me in

I look in the mirror and I don't know myself

and you don't know where I have been

I've seen and lived nightmares unreal

all in an attempt to escape the past

I wanted to stop all that I feel

but what I have inside is built to last

until time stands perfectly still

until the end of this mad world

until all people loose their will

until it completely consumes my soul.

until the end...