Not Myself

I'm alone, I am not myself

I am scared,I don't know myself

and I hate myself! I hate myself!

I want to be someone else!

I am flying high, so high above

I can hear people lie and shove

trying to find their own place

looking in someone else's face

I am not feeling good nor fine

I have nothing I can call mine

no one here has ever been kind

they throw words at me that bind

my soul to the darkest places

I've seen in other people's faces

and all the sorrow that he chases

is what everyone else misplaces

No one will ever understand

what it's like to be banned!

something no one ever planned

crumbling as statue made of sand

I am not meant to be here

I am someone else's hidden fear

I should just fade and disappear

untill the skies are clear...

In this sea of angry faces I stand

alone in the dark, I don't know who I am

I can't save myself, no one else can

I'm afraid of myself, I don't know who I am!