How

how do I chose
how do I live
how can I lose
if I've nothing to give

how do I smile
and how do I lie
how can I sit here
and cry for a while

how can I succeed
how can I even try
how can I lead
if I just want to hide

how can I speak
and how do I belong
I'm just another freak
singing a broken song

and how can I sing
how can I cry
I don't have anything
I just want to...die!