I don't want to...

I don't want to speak
because I'm too weak
I don't want to touch
it'll be too much...
I don't want this heart
you'll tear it apart
I don't want to break
but I know it's fake
I don't want to feel
I know it's not real
I don't want to joke
I just want to smoke
I don't want to think
I just want a drink
I don't want to hear
I give in to fear
I don't want to see
I just want to be
I don't want to fuck
you're shit outta luck!
I don't want to move
I just want to groove
I don't want to sing
all I do is sing...
I don't want to talk
I just want to walk
I don't want to dream
I just want to scream
I don't want to smile
let me sleep awhile
I don't have a soul
just fuck the world
I dont want to cry
I just want to die!