It Doesn't Matter

And I guess it doesn't matter
I know that I seem scattered
I can't help feeling this way
it's as fucked up as they say

Walking around with this broken heart
the same one you tore right apart
I am everyone and nobody all at once
I am presence and I am absence

I can be everything and nothing
I spent all my life constantly acting
I am a fluke, an error, an accident
I bring pain, I'm your eternal ailment

And you... you are painfully beautiful
and I... I am excruciatingly disgraceful
we are surely not a passion meant to be
even all the people in the world can see

But sweet mistakes bring memories
of our burning lustful sweaty bodies
melting and dissolving into one...
One night's bliss is better than none.