Not Even You

throbbing headaches and sleepless nights

you're long gone, gone from my sight

but never for one second out of mind!

My body could brake and I could go blind

But you would always roam in my thoughts

because I am the one you unwillingly caught

And you said I am not the one for you

now I hang my head as I sit here feeling blue.

I asked you to give it to me straight

put me out of my misery, better now than too late.

But now I know when I first looked in you eyes

it was then too late and I could see my demise.

My heart will forever be hollow and broken

put your hear to my chest, you can hear the ocean.

Songs of yesterday whispered around me

remind me of the person I used to be...

But the person I am now can only dream

of being a person with self-esteem.

I am the ghost that roams these halls

with no one to hear my lonely calls.

I look up waiting for my black crow

to show me where I should go...

For I am weak and cannot go on like this

living an empty life knowing what I miss.

Looking hard through old memories

filled with regreat and apologies

to everyone I ever loved or knew

But no one seems to care, not even you...