Wishing

I wish for you every lonely night
like a blind man wishes for sight
Sometimes I miss what I never knew
whispers and random thoughts of you
that make me happy and other times sad
but all the time missing what I never had.
I look out my fogged-up window
and I see time stand still for you
I close my eyes and whisper your name
but you're going back the way you came
I sit at the foot of my old bed
searching for memories that are dead
rotting slowly deep within myself
wishing I could be somewhere else.
you always knew I wish only for you
I wish you could wish for me too...