seeing is believing

I'm way up high
I can touch the sky
I swam in the sea
but it was too early
I walked in the rain
now I smile again
and I lay in the sun
laughing and having fun.
I bathe in moonlight
and embrace the night
I touch your satin skin
and give in to sin...
Lust and greed
is what I feel...
I burn for you
a flame of blue
that never fades
burning through decades
melting and fusing
our bodies as one
cursing and refusing
to come undone.
We're molded like hot wax
into one perfect being
able to open our eyes and relax
because seeing is believing...

Last Night

Last night
I got lost in you
the fear of love
was paralyzing
the fear of loss of self
was agonizing
the fear of sadness
was mesmerizing
the fear of fear itself
breeds madness...
Past ghosts
fade in and fade out
bringing numbed doubt.
But hope creeps in
like a dark shadow
of a mad man warped in sin
that kills tomorrow...
The daze left by years that pass,
as slow or as fast as you can imagine,
breeds love and sorrow that never last.
And so we doubt what is destined...
A tired body walks the edge of a knife
doubting fate and destiny,
wondering about life
and decisions that were hasty...
A battered soul that hungers
for what is denied...
A banshee that banters
to announce someone that died...
They are all a part of me,
screaming and yearning to be free...
Love was lost and now is found
in flames of desire
that burn me to the ground
and turn into my funeral pyre...

My Love Is...

my love is a flickering light
a star that shines so bright
it's a noisy silence,
a dark brilliance,
a fire that does not burn,
a thought that doesn't turn...
it's a sane madness,
tears without sadness.
My love is blind faith,
an everlasting flame
that burns deep within
purifying past sin...
It is a steady sea
that brings you to me.
It's a whisper in the night,
an unbeatable fight.
My love is calm,
a poem, a psalm...
It is intensity
burning through eternity.
It is power,
a blissful shower...
It defies time
and a poets rhyme...
My love is blind
and laid on the line...
It is passion free of reason
it is song to every season...
It's all I think of
because you are my love...

Lost in Thought

Lost in thought
the ghost in you
wanders around lost
in a night of blue

searching for happiness
as I have sought...
escaping madness
and avoiding doubt

No sorrow nor pain,
No love nor winning,
No loss nor gain,
life is just living...

The world is deserted
as our two bodies melt
I think how I yearn for it
and this lust I never felt

takes over my being
and burns me inside
I surrender to you smiling
like an innocent child...

And falling asleep
safe from all harm
never felt so sweet
here in your arms...

the thunderstorm

The poet in me speaks louder
my words are bridges to other worlds
the thunderstorm ahead
fills my heart with dread

because destruction is at hand
and even though I do what I can
what I want and what I must
are both what I cannot trust...

Confusion brews within
I try not to give in
but this fight I cannot win...

There's no time for thought
and all I ever sought
the thunderstorm has brought...

the sun between her legs

With legs widely spread
She tries to hide the sun
crazy, insane, afraid
nervously looking for fun
the sun between her knees
is caught and it burns
everything she sees
and everything she yearns
disposable thoughts
have hidden meaning
they move within you
and silence her feelings
Liars come and go
the sun remains
broken without flow
bound to her chains...
One day she'll set it free
One day she'll let it go...
For now she still bleeds
and is full of woe...
her heart bursts out
like confetti in the air
spreading doubt
too much to bare...
the passion she craves
will never come
we're all slaves
under love's thumb...