Over Now

My coffee has gone cold
Feels just like winter
But the sun is gold
And I am here all alone

Waiting... breathing
The sound of my breath
Seems so absolving
Like I'm ready for death

My heart shatters
My eyes are the ocean
But it doesn't matter
I'll strip all emotion

Naked of all feeling
Forgetting myself
To start my healing
Becoming someone else.

I shouldn't be surprised
It's always the same
I am loved then despised
And I burn in the flame

Of your sweet lies
I forget myself once more
And hide behind my sighs
Like so many times before.

But it's all over now
My heart is a hard stone
That you carved somehow
And now I want to be alone.

Stale Words

Stale words unspoken
Over imaginary coffee
A heart that's broken
Eyes that cannot see

Hands missing touch
Chapped virgin lips
Happiness on a crutch
Nothing left but this

Your ghost haunting me
Warm breath on my skin
Old words taunting me
Making my head spin...

Where did it all go?
I am falling once again
And I think you know
I'm the fool in the rain

Where are you now?
I am falling once again
I can't stop somehow
Just say my name...

I'll wake to the sound
Of a voice I once knew
That is once more found
In you... always you.

Coffee

Silence broken and shattered
by simple words and stories
it was all that mattered
a chance to burn new memories

Coffee being the universal drink
to which all people mingle to
and I won't even dare blink
at a chance to have coffee with you

I will gush like a schoolgirl
hanging on your every word
Like they've never been heard
never mind the rest of the world

Let us sit and sip our coffee
and between awkward smiles
you will actually see me
and stay for a little while

You'll brush the hair from my face
and I'll feel your warm breath
on my skin and I'll feel safe
from everything... even death.

Substance Infusion

I am high and wet
infused by booze
my mind is set
with eyes translucent

the moon is hidden
behind dark skies
and I am smitten
by his disguise

I fall in a trance
drugs and alcohol
make me dance and dance
to no sound at all

emptiness is filled
by this substance infusion
that dulls dreams unfulfilled
and numbs all confusion

the glass weighs heavy
and my hand is swollen
I can't up and leave
my life has been stolen

there is nothing left
but substance infusion
and memories of theft
without any conclusion.